You need to tell me
now so I will know till I die,
What do you want?
Tell me now, tell me clear,
You test and twist
and take my peace, why?
Tell me what you
want, I am in the dark here.
An endless fruitless
hunt for a true purpose,
To find the reason
to wake myself up again,
And cast away the
sketched smiling surface,
And maybe see the
world without that pain.
My knees are weak
and my back is heavy,
Will was shattered,
but worse was the Heart,
For once my back and
my knees betrayed me,
I pillaged it's
Spirit to hunt down this path.
I need to find that
which I crave most of all,
For I can feel my
Spirit fade with each night,
And there isn't long
until this Spirit shall fall,
And till forever
this Heart shall lose its light.