Stonewall

To say my sanity had hanged,
Upon the weakest of threads,
Would truly be an understate,
The drop below would cripple.

Strung so high above the ground,
Couldn't even see the Earth below,
But I knew that any moment now,
The string would tear and hurl me.

I was not wrong and happened it did,
String lose and gravity took control,
Plummeting me towards the Earth,
And plunging my mind deep to hell.

But as my mind ceased flight,
Freefall gave way to a crash,
A crippling crash to the dirt,
Smashing my mind to sand.

My mind one with the dust,
My mind destroyed by fate,
My sanity torn by the angel,
My sanity lost to me again.

But as it almost dwindled away,
In the darkest of hellish abyss,
I found a place that felt safe,
My mind was close to fatality.

I must protect this last retreat,
Prevent anyone to enter again,
Prevent the world from taking,
My sanity once and for always.

I don't know where this place is,
But I know it shall keep me safe,
I shall never have another angel,
Enter within the safe zone again.

I'll build a wall around this place,
Towering higher than the heavens,
Towering beyond the angel's flight,
Protecting this safe place for life.

No one shall ever see this place,
No angel shall ever enter here,
My mind shall not be lost to you,
My mind will never be lost again.

The wall which you helped me build,
Fuelling my rage and my desperation,
Inflicting wounds to scar me forever,
You shall never enter here, I swear.