Impaired

The world keeps spinning,
I  need rest more than all,
The world spinning so fast,
My mind is dizzy from it all.

The spinning doesn't stop,
The dizziness never ceases,
The control lost an age ago,
Spinning in free fall is my soul.

Stop the spinning and turn,
Turn back the course taken,
Bring me back the lost days,
Or offer me my redemption.

Those days spun away so fast,
How can a life hold such cruelty?
To bleed away my soul everyday,
To chip away my being everyday.

I swear to all I have no anger,
All that exists within my mind,
All that exists within my soul,
A shadow, deaf, dumb, blind.

A crippled monstrosity hidden,
Behind a million smiling masks,
The cry of a spirit that has broken,
Unheard under the veil of laughter.

The world is still spinning so fast,
My soul punished for an unknown,
My blinded spirit can see no path,
The cut tongue can't cry for help.

What choice remains with me?
Other than to wander the dark,
And hope the rotations give me,
The chance to release my curse.

Deaf, dumb and blind I wander,
Till I hear the Angel call my name,
Till the Angel can hear my words,
Till the day I can look into her eyes.