Denial

I cannot give you a reason,
To believe the words I say,
Simply because I have none,
Other than I can feel the truth.

I cannot explain to you what you are,
The words cannot be found anywhere,
No language spread across Blue Earth,
Can say how fantastic you really are.

I cannot explain to you why,
I see you the way I do see you,
Charm isn't limited to the face,
And you are the brightest beacon.

I cannot understand why you laugh,
When I carefully pluck words for you,
You say often I flatter you far too much,
See yourself through my eyes, its too less.

I cannot express the bond that's shared,
All I know is that with your presence near,
It feels nothing further than the feel of home,
It feels as if my soul was rewarded redemption.

I cannot know how you see me,
Yes, you've told me several times,
You do not see me as I see you,
But again I just do not know why.

I just refuse to believe that,
Its not out of my free will,
I don't think I'll ever know,
But I just can't believe that.

I bear nothing but the sincerest,
The sincerest of all intentions,
The future will always be unseen,
I know not what awaits beyond.

But, still. Let me clarify for you,
All that I will ever want for you,
Is just to make you smile, always,
So you may say I made you happy.

I can't explain why I have this in me,
Perhaps another form of selfishness,
That makes me chase after the title,
Of he who made you the happiest.