My Saviour

I felt my blood go cold,
I felt my heart go weak,
I felt my feet go limp,
I felt my head go numb.

I knew I was nearing the end,
I knew my life was almost over,
I had no reason to draw breath,
My heart had no reason to beat.

I walked around as a corpse,
I was dead yet was not dying,
My heart had stopped beating,
Yet my body refusing to die off.

My tired eyes looked for a reason,
Looked for a reason to draw breath,
I needed a reason to prevent death,
I came to you looking for that reason.

You saw the pain deep in my eyes,
You felt my cold heart shuddering,
You took grasp of my lifeless hands,
You embraced me with your warmth.

You touched me and I felt it,
As if god breathed life in me,
As he did to gift life unto all,
You granted me breath again.

You held me close and I felt it,
I felt my heart flutter in ecstasy,
It was once struggling to beat,
You granted me my life again.

You pulled me from my lifeless knees,
Instilled me with one thing I needed,
I came to you for a reason to breathe,
I found the reason in your embrace.

New Hope

This morning I woke in peace,
A feeling I couldn't remember,
I woke with complete serenity,
Finally I healed from insomnia.

I remember when I lay in pieces,
I struggled to put myself together,
While putting my shards together,
You came along and saw me there.

I saw you standing there before me,
I felt my heart revived in my chest,
I feared the fallen angel had torn me,
But you, provided me with new hope.

I placed my hand forward,
You placed yours on mine,
And pulled me from the dark,
Out of the darkness into light.

As I wake to the morning,
With a new revived heart,
I now see it all too clearly,
This is where I want to be.

Dream Forever

The day was long,
The day was lost,
The night is gone,
I lay on my bed.

I closed my weary eyes,
To rest in blissful sleep,
A deep breath and I fell,
Into the deepest slumber.

I could see a world I never knew,
A world with beauty and serenity,
A world where you stood before me,
A world without a mutilated heart.

I knew none of it was real,
I knew it was all a dream,
I didn't care about the fact,
All I knew was I felt alive.

You told me you loved me,
This was a dream I know,
But I shall stay here forever,
To love you as if it was all real.

I shall never awaken again,
To the world filled with evil,
Where you pushed me away,
And destroyed my feeble heart.

I shall sleep forever,
I shall dream forever,
To feel your love forever,
And to love you forever.

Memory Lane

I remember the first time I saw you,
I never thought anyone so wonderful,
Could ever be free to walk the earth,
For angels are confined to heaven.

I remember the first time we talked,
Your beautiful face held behind it,
A spotless mind, shining brightly,
A mind so pure, the gods loved you.

I remember the first time we embraced,
My heart fluttered with sheer ecstasy,
All the troubles of this time were gone,
Replaced with serenity and tranquillity.

Even though you will never love me,
The way I am madly in love with you,
I know one thing, clearer than the day,
My wasted heart will always be yours.