Cold Sweat

We peacefully lay,
Holding each other,
Closer than possible,
Tighter than ever.

We peacefully lay there,
On the soft floating cloud,
Over the greenest pastures,
Below the deep blue skies.

I wish that this moment,
Would last an eternity,
For even the gods know,
I have never been happier.

Not a soul for a million miles,
This world is yours and mine,
No dark souls can destroy it,
Nothing shall ever cause pain.

Suddenly the sun vanished,
The pastures had blackened,
The skies had all darkened,
I looked in your direction.

You weren't there in my arms,
The cloud had disappeared,
I hurtled towards the ground,
I kept looking for you, no avail.

Just as my face hit the hard dirt,
I rose in my own bed in terror,
Sweat covered every bit of me,
But every drop froze my being.

As I stare at the night's sky,
Praying that you are as well,
I hope that sometime soon,
I find my way to your arms.

Old Voice

There was a point in my life,
Where my heart beat for you,
Your glorious eyes had mine,
Your wondrous soul had me.

You had always been,
A part of my corners,
You had always lit up,
That empty darkness.

But as a lonely heart beats,
A long forgotten voice yells,
Screaming your sacred name,
Deafening every other sound.

The voice still calls for you,
Yearning to see you again,
Wishing to feel at long last,
The immense love I have.

As I close my two eyes,
And travel to far lands,
Deep in my conscience,
Deep into those dreams.

I see all those memories,
Which had never happened,
The voice does call for you,
My heart still beats for you.

Strength In The Darkness

Look in the distance,
Look deep in the dark,
Look in the shadows,
You'll see an old man.

They say those who see him,
Are ones chosen to experience,
The ecstasy of the darkness,
He is the embodiment of dark.

The darkness in his aura,
Emits an unusual calm,
I know as I have felt it,
Pure and simply ecstasy.

That old man is my friend,
Always there for my mind,
Easing the pain as I looked,
Into his two angry red eyes.

He is the one who can,
Teach all those suffering,
From a mutilated heart,
Peace in the darkness.

I know as I have been there,
The darkness enveloped me,
Took every bit of my being,
And removed all the pain.

As I comfortably lay,
In that which is dark,
I can feel pain no more,
Only this blissful glow.

Unknown

My life was overturned,
My heart and my mind,
Was taken by your magic,
I fell for your perfection.
 
Your eyes, drops of heaven,
Glistening an amazing light,
In your eyes I have only seen,
A beautiful, peaceful world.
 
Your voice, song of the angels,
No harp in heaven could be,
More enchanting than yours,
Your words charmed my soul.
 
Your face, envy of Aphrodite,
Always carried that mystique,
The purest magical spell ever,
My heart couldn't help but fall.
 
Your heart, purer than god himself,
Always bore the reason for my smile,
There's never been a single moment,
Where you did not bring me peace.
 
Now as I continue to fall,
Deep in this love for you,
A strange voice whispers,
And shakes my reserve.
 
The strange voice bore a question,
"As you fall, so deep in her charm,
As she occupies the darkest corners,
In your mind, stop and ask yourself."
 
"Has she fallen for you as well?
Does her heart beat as yours?
Does she see the same world?
Does she feel anything for you?"
 
The question stuck in my mind,
An answer nowhere to be found,
I know not, if you feel the same,
I know not, why I fight the dark.
 
The question occupies my mind,
An answer from you is absent,
Do you see the world that I see?
Do you love me as I love you?

For You

In life all must choose,
The path of their lives,
To walk upon the light,
Or walk upon the dark.

Most chose the light,
But no, I took the dark,
I haven't merely walked,
I championed the dark.

I enjoyed every moment,
Far away from the light,
Enjoyed all the pleasures,
Of a corrupted man's mind.

But something has stirred,
I felt it before but ignored,
But now it is too powerful,
It stirs so strong for you.

It doesn't please you,
This path I tread upon,
It doesn't please you,
The sins I committed.

You need not tell me,
I know what I must do,
The dark shall be tread,
Never again by my feet.

I shall fight the shadows,
I shall resist the demons,
I shall find my true path,
To the light, to your arms.

I pray that once I've won the war,
Once I've set my feet upon light,
You know how much I love you,
And pray you love me as well.

I pray to all the gods,
For strength to win,
That your heart stirs,
As mine does for you.

Give Me A Sign

As I sit besides you,
I hear a silent sound,
I close my eyes to hear,
Hear that sound better.

My heart is shouting,
His words for my ears,
"Cease this, I can't stop,
Stop holding me back."

"I know what my job is,
To simply beat so you live,
But we both know one thing,
That you live to see her again."

"I know I want to be hers,
I know it well that I am hers,
The tragedy is that she refused,
She refused to accept both of us."

I responded to my heart,
"Do not fight me right now,
Not when I'm so close to her,
Take me in the night I care not."

"Trust me old friend,
I wish not to hold you,
I wish to see you happy,
Blissful in her tender hands."

"I pray for one sign,
Which would prove,
That we could happen,
I just need that sign."

"Believe in me old friend,
Once I read that one sign,
Our lips will kiss that day,
And you shall be truly happy."

The Smile

I crossed the oceans,
I survived the desert,
It has been a tough,
And ruthless eight days.
 
The struggle shall not end,
It is a life fighting to live,
The journey must not end,
Unless it is an eternal rest.
 
But Fear reared its head,
And it dawned upon me,
"Eight days left me weak,
How would life survive?"
 
In quest of an answer,
I stumbled onto you,
I saw you truly happy,
Wearing a true smile.
 
I fixed my glaze and froze,
My eyes fixed upon you,
Admiring a true angel,
Bearing a wondrous smile.
 
I do love her more than anything,
I was well enchanted by her beauty,
I was well dazzled by her charm,
I was now stunned by her smile.
 
In that moment, I knew,
How I could survive all,
Her stunning smile showed,
The reason why its all worth it.
 
The moment couldn't be,
More than a few seconds,
But in those few seconds,
I fell in love all over again.