Monday, February 21, 2011

Fearless

We ran out of the palace that night,
We ran into the rain with all its might,
We ran to the pavement in love’s trance,
We held each other and in the rain we did dance.

She held me close, I held her closer,
We moved slowly in the dropping water,
I held her waist, I held her hand,
We danced in the rain under love’s demand.

Time passed by, we danced the night away,
We danced closely till the sun’s first ray,
she could stay no longer, her presence I was sure to miss,
for me to remember, she gave me a divine kiss.

Cold As You

Tomorrow is the day,
When we shall all say,
That it has been a year,
For which I am with her.

I love her more than life,
I endure bloody strife,
So as to see her sad no more,
The torture, she’d always ignore.

I loved her with my whole heart,
I cried if we were ever apart,
She’d simply notice the tear,
And leave me alone, meek and mere.

I had once loved the way she spoke,
It now reminds me the way my heart broke,
I left her the day before the grand event,
For loving one so cold could not make me content.

Forever and Always

We sat on the bench of the park,
On this most beautiful summer Tuesday,
We held hands and could feel our spark,
You said “this will last forever and always.”

You spoke to me an unholy lie,
“Forever” had ended in two days,
You left my heart in the cold to die,
You lied and said “forever and always”

I cried in the loneliness,
You attempted to make me sway,
I cried in your presence,
Take back your forever and always, I pray.

I'm Only Me When I'm With You

God once asked me,
“Would’st thou like to fly?”
I asked “Aye, but will she?”
He said “nay, she shan’t.”
“Keep’st thy wings with thyself.”

Stunned God questioned me,
“Wherefore you deny the gift of a god!”
“My lord, I shan’t fly if on the ground beith she,”
“Fool of a soul! I shan’t offer again,
Take the gift, take the wings!”

“Nay my lord I say again, nay,
I have no need for flight,
If on the ground she shall stay.”
“Very well, but answer me this once,
Thou hath refused godly powers, why?”

“This girl is more important than life,
She doth know me best,
Without her every second is strife,
Without her life beith a waste,
For I am only me when I am with her!”

Jump Then Fall

From our very first conversation,
I knew I loved everything about you,
A smile on your face brought one to mine,
A hug from you would cause my heart to renew.

My love, I know what I want in this life,
Take a leap of faith, take this jump with me,
Don’t be afraid to fall deep in my love,
Just jump then fall, let us together be free.

Every time we ever talked, I’d lose my focus,
Throughout our talk I’d only think one thing,
How internally I’d hope for a future with you,
The thought of our embrace made my heart ring.

Superstar

I sat in the crowd, the stage she took,
She charmed us all, with a single look,
The strongest souls her voice did break,
Every person’s breath, she did take.

The moon was her spotlight,
Her presence sparked my night,
All could see her brightness,
As she moved in the darkness.

I sat in the crowd, the stage she took,
My heart was hers, upon her one look,
My free will she did wholly take,
As my heart drowned in love’s lake.

Today Was A Fairytale

We met in the field,
Reunited after a wait,
An eight year wait,
Which felt like a lifetime.

You looked so gorgeous,
You held firm you were a mess,
I couldn’t fathom the lie,
That you looked like a mess.

I’d forget the evils of the world,
The evils which plagued the world,
The evils which would destroy the world,
As I looked in your eyes and forgot the world.

I hold one possession closer than my life,
The picture which holds your face,
The picture which is forever sacred,
A picture of you, which I have in my mind.

White Horse

I walk these empty halls,
With a broken heart,
And a fractured soul,
Reading the letter you wrote.

You wrote for forgivness,
After I saw you there,
Resting in his arms,
As you would in mine.

I had survived the perils,
Of a treacherous world,
As you wished me do,
And ride back to you.

I did ride to you,
As you bade me to,
Upon my white horse,
I would come to you.

As the Dawn would slowly break,
I had at last came home to you,
And was greeted with you in his arms,
And feel the pain of a shattered heart.

My trusted partner surely felt it,
My White Horse did feel my pain,
And rode off to the lands westwards,
Rode till the sun did set in front of us.

As I’d ride off to western unknowns,
I’d look at you one last time,
Surely you knew, you had to,
It’s too late to catch me now.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

I'm Alive

You weep at the end,
Of another love story,
Another attempt to find,
The one who loves you.

Another unworthy soul has,
Tasted the honey in your lips,
Felt the softness of your skin,
Looked into your magical eyes.

As you attempt to unbreak your heart,
You wonder when you'll find the one,
One who completes you in every way,
The One would never ever hurt you.

You begin your search for the one,
As you look ahead to the next one,
But look behind, I'm right here,
I'm still alive, only for you, only you.

Monday, February 14, 2011

Regression

Breathe in and breathe out,
Thats what my brother said,
It will ease all the pain,
And give you power to live.

Thats how I survived,
For all these years,
Just breathing in,
And breathing out.

By god, it had worked,
I regained my reserve,
I regained my mind,
And I felt so alive.

Today as I laughed,
With all my brothers,
I felt you near me,
I felt you in the air.

I turned my head around,
I saw you standing there,
With the one you love,
And you looked at me.

My eyes locked into yours,
And your eyes into mine,
My reserve was lost again,
Along with my mind as well.

As you smiled and waved towards me,
My heart throbbed and sank so deep,
I struggled to raise my stiff hand,
And struggled to wave back at you.

As I am sitting here now, shaking,
With my freezing, quivering hands,
I remember the words of my brother,
Just breathe in and breathe out.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

The Moon

The night has been long,
The night has been unruly,
the night has exhausted me,
Now I see it in the distance.

The moon is full tonight,
It's light kisses the earth,
The moon has finally shone,
Shone upon me and relieved me.

I stand here looking at the moon,
I shall stand here till daybreak,
For I am certain of that one thing,
One simple fact which keeps me alive.

If I stare at the moon through the night,
Far away you would glance upon it as well,
And maybe for a second, maybe for an hour,
We would be connected by that white moon.

I know I cannot look into your eyes now,
But I know when the moon shines upon us,
And you look back at it's infinite beauty,
I see your face at the heart of it's shine.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

An Angel's Charm

I fly on the white wings of an angel,
Feeling the soft clouds on my face,
The cool breeze pushes my hair back,
The angel whispers words in a melody.

These words, no mortal can ever understand,
But the voice that carries them, captivates,
The lips that release them enchant all around,
I wish I could kiss those perfect lips forever.

But I'll forever long to taste her lips,
The purest fruit from heaven's orchard,
With an aroma which could deeply control,
Any heart, any soul for eternities to come.

Touch Of Heaven

I lay here poisoned by the world,
These drugs flow freely within me,
They have consumed me, hijacked me,
Their power is huge, but none compare.

None compare to the one,
The all-powerful toxin,
The simple touch of yours,
A simple finger on my skin.

The warmth created a spark,
Which would dance upon me,
And then intoxicate my heart,
And soon after, take my mind.

That is the purest ecstasy,
That ever existed on earth,
I lost my bearings, my soul,
To that deft touch of yours.

I wish to feel that glorious rush once more,
Which has too long been enjoyed by the heathen,
I wish to feel it one more time, and feel life,
The touch which took me to heaven and back again.