Lackluster

Never in my life had this ever happened,
Every second with you brought serenity,
Every second away from you was torment,
Reality seemed sweeter with your embrace,
And your absence did terribly vex my soul,
Vex me with the most hideous nightmares.

Lord wished to test my strength and reserve,
Only to which he knew the vile reason,
Vines of death did creep upon you, slowly,
Every second they crept closer to your soul,
Stabbed I was! Deeper in my heart, as they crept.

Soon after they found your soul,
Hades rose and did claim you,
In an instance your light was gone,
My purpose, lost, I felt so very useless,
Utterly useless as I lay lost in the corner,
Lost in the darkness without your luster.